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1.
They draw graffiti signs up and down the Seacombe Line As the last train rattles its way down the coast I sit, keep to myself, avoiding interactions, cause kids these days scare the shit out of me One passes by with a cigarette, Centrelink cheque and an attitude that says “you owe me this” I keep my head down low, focused on my shoes, the girl approaches me and asked me what I had left to lose I turn my collar up as the rain starts pouring down, And barring divine intervention, what else could happen now? And I guess I’ll just let the rain soak through my skin What’s left to fight for? I’m always gonna let you win So don’t call me at 3am again, I’ve got no way to get to you So why don’t you ask him? Cause its pouring rain outside, so I’m not leaving bed You didn’t come when I needed you, so get the fuck out of my head Out of my head It’s so convenient to be absent when it suits you best I have my faults, I’ll admit, but you’re the one who ran at the first sign of a test I spent the last three years all alone, trying to forget the four that came before and I’m finally comfortable enough to admit That I’m better off alone And I guess I’ll just let the rain soak through my skin What’s left to fight for? I’m always gonna let you win So don’t call me at 3am again, I’ve got no way to get to you So why don’t you ask him? Cause its pouring rain outside, so I’m not leaving bed You didn’t come when I needed you, so get the fuck out of my head Out of my head
2.
All around me are concrete and fences Waning signs to keep out But all I want is to feel young again You’re not sticking by me if you’re not sticking around One more whiskey and one more cigarette and I’ll call it quits, Besides this city is getting me down So I’ll be sleeping in San Francisco tonight, in the backstreets of the Tenderloin asking for a light, and its alright if you have to go I’m in the wrong lane, on the wrong side of the equator And all your lies are starting to look paper thin And my self-deprecation is doing both of our heads in But I’m not sure that you’re worth waiting around for anymore One more whiskey and one more cigarette and I’ll call it quits, Besides this city is getting me down So I’ll be sleeping in San Francisco tonight, in the backstreets of the Tenderloin Asking for a light, and its alright if you have to go Cause everybody always has to go One more whiskey and one more cigarette and I’ll call it quits, Besides this city is getting me down
3.
Stateside 03:18
Its been six months of a constant headache, Time to pick up, start clearing some headspace But I’m not going anywhere without you Call back to say you wished me well, I know you meant to say “go to hell” I just wanna be nowhere near you So I’m packing up my shit, I’m going to America (whoa) Maybe find a place where I can get away from you So I’m driving down the 66, in a van full of fucked up kids Never been so far from home and never felt so far from alone I’m tired of decoding what your words mean, I’ve got friends and now I’m living my dreams I’m just trying to lose my mind, So fuck it I’m going Stateside Fuck it I’m going Stateside Coughing up a lung every night is still better than the constant fights I feel like shit, but that’s nothing new So I’ll ask for directions to Winslow, find a corner and wait for her to call I can’t wait to waste my time on you So I’m packing up my shit, I’m going to America (whoa) Maybe find a place where I can get away from you So I’m driving down the 66, in a van full of fucked up kids Never been so far from home and never felt so far from alone I’m tired of decoding what your words mean, I’ve got friends and now I’m living my dreams I’m just trying to lose my mind, So fuck it I’m going Stateside Fuck it I’m going Stateside So I’m packing up my shit, I’m going to America (whoa) Maybe find a place where I can get away from you
4.
Wrong Moves 03:28
Its been six months of a constant headache, Time to pick up, start clearing some headspace But I’m not going anywhere without you Call back to say you wished me well, I know you meant to say “go to hell” I just wanna be nowhere near you So I’m packing up my shit, I’m going to America (whoa) Maybe find a place where I can get away from you So I’m driving down the 66, in a van full of fucked up kids Never been so far from home and never felt so far from alone I’m tired of decoding what your words mean, I’ve got friends and now I’m living my dreams I’m just trying to lose my mind, So fuck it I’m going Stateside Fuck it I’m going Stateside Coughing up a lung every night is still better than the constant fights I feel like shit, but that’s nothing new So I’ll ask for directions to Winslow, find a corner and wait for her to call I can’t wait to waste my time on you So I’m packing up my shit, I’m going to America (whoa) Maybe find a place where I can get away from you So I’m driving down the 66, in a van full of fucked up kids Never been so far from home and never felt so far from alone I’m tired of decoding what your words mean, I’ve got friends and now I’m living my dreams I’m just trying to lose my mind, So fuck it I’m going Stateside Fuck it I’m going Stateside So I’m packing up my shit, I’m going to America (whoa) Maybe find a place where I can get away from you
5.
Bend, OR 04:18
I’m not saying that I miss you and wont any time real soon I’m just saying that its different without your shit in my room Now your smell has finally shifted from my clothes and our sheets I thought things might get easier but I haven’t slept in weeks And I’ve been calling all of your friends to ask if you ever mention me And if you’d ever told them about how things used to be Now I’m calling from a payphone Somewhere back in Bend Where the cold and mountain air helped dissipate The fog inside my head And I’ve been calling all of your friends to ask if you ever mention me And if you’d ever told them about how things used to be And you’ve been calling all of my friends to ask If I’m doing ok And the truth is I wanna tell you but I’m A coward so I wont And I’ve been calling all of your friends to ask if you ever mention me And if you'd ever told them about how things used to be
6.
Escape 05:02
Its quiet on the train back home There’s nervous people scared and sitting all alone, but I’ll sit with you Apologise for the stares and introduce myself to you Though I may not know what you’re going through, I’ll still try to be kind cause we’re all immigrants too There’s wealthy white people on the TV spreading fear They say our way of life is threatened and the end is near But I’ve never been so ashamed That they try to pass the blame onto what they don’t understand These people are fucking insane And who are you to take away their right to seek a safer life And escape the sound of bombs? And I’d give my last breaths wishes if you could stand to witness The things that these people have seen And as a mother how can you scream and shout To keep families and children out? Homeless and broken, the people have spoken, And its time for you to sit the fuck down And who are you to take away their right to seek a safer life And escape the sound of bombs? And I’d give my last breaths wishes if you could stand to witness The things that these people have seen
7.
I woke up and it was raining, found the clothes I’d worn last night I got up and started my routine, cornflakes and cigarettes, where did I leave my light? The front door slammed I started walking, pull my hands into my sleeves Then the call came through and hit me Only wish that he'd died in his sleep As I lay on the footpath crying, passers-by offered me their hands I said I’m fine but thanks for asking, if there’s a god why was this his plan? We stood there in complete silence As they lowered you into the ground Could’ve heard a single pin drop From 50 miles around I woke up it was still raining, must’ve been past 2pm The days had all just blurred together, another sleepless night again Mum said she still thinks about him and how much she sees of him in me I know I fuck up but I’m trying, to be half the man he'd want me to be Time never makes things easier, it makes you miss what you once had You said that you had lost a good friend, but that day I lost my Dad We stood there in complete silence But that was never your way I never thought I’d be here crying On your fucking funeral day Sometimes all I wants’ an answer, but I wanna hear it from his mouth Did I ever make you proud of me? Are there things you’re mad about? Found a box full of your old clothes, now I wear them around the house I’ve met you in my dreams before, but I don’t think that it counts Sam doesn’t talk about him, not because he doesn’t care We both drink to keep the pain away, cause we’ve never had it fair I’m standing here in complete silence, wiping tears off of your grave I know I never got to meet you But I’ll never be the same No I’ll never be the same No I’ll never be the same
8.
Reciprocate 03:35
Late at night when I overthink  A staring match with my ceiling beams And as this old house turns, like a fresh wound burns  Every effort will still be a waste  Amazed I held on so long Put too much energy in shitty songs  But now I sleep some days and wake up to your face  So you could say things have turned out great  Still giving into self doubt But still wanna kiss your mouth  And if things change and get rearranged We could up and chase the cold down south  Far too comfortable with second best Good at things that'll make you love me less I'm a piece of shit that's come to grips with it Sorry I don't have my head worked out   The little things that I wish you'd say Like "it's okay, I still get the same" Would help me better my ways, maybe feel ok But it's so hard with so much self-hate I don't deserve none of this at all Waiting for something to just break and fall Since things got good like I hoped they would  Waiting for something to snap under strain Can't sleep when you're not in my bed  There’s a cold patch in my heart and head   It scares me to death and takes the breath from my chest  But I'm home when I see your face  Tell me if you don't reciprocate  It’ll be another misguided mistake  But I'm hedging my bets on nothing less  Than something good if you've got time to waste 
9.
Down South 03:54
We made the split, it wasn’t clean and I still don’t know What you mean when you say “the future is unknown” Give it 3 or 4 years and who could know? we might be together With you in the front row of one of my shows Singing songs that no one knows about when we split But its all changed now I’m living back down south In a townhouse right near where the ocean meets the river mouth And I’m on my own but I feel fine, but when I get sad, I get blind And think about you now I’m living back down south The winter came with it the rain; this dirty city still looks the same As it does every fucking year And you called to make sure that I was fine on the anniversary That my dad died and inadvertently made matters so much worse But its all changed now I’m living back down south In a townhouse right near where the ocean meets the river mouth And I’m on my own but I feel fine, but when I get sad, I get blind And think about you now I’m living back down south And your words, they echo like the emptiest of rooms And something in the air brought out the worst in us But if everything comes back around even if not the same, Maybe you wont pack your bags and just fuck off again But its all changed now I’m living back down south In a townhouse right near where the ocean meets the river mouth And I’m on my own but I feel fine, but when I get sad, I get blind And think about you now I’m living back down south

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released December 4, 2017

All songs written by Elliott Johnson

Produced, mixed and mastered by Brendan Curran at SAE QANTM, Melbourne

Guitar and backing vocals: Joey Fitzgerald

Guitar, Percussion and backing vocals: Isaac Noles

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Songs about sad stuff and getting drunk with mates

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